Morgellons Photos; Bizzare Beyond Belief!

 

Akin to cancer, Morgellons has no regard for ones life

I’ve tried everything possible these last 6 years to try and defeat this disease. But all it’s brought me is useless searching… and a financial drain as well. At this point, I’ve been unable to find anything to even help relieve the symptoms. Morgellons has taken all I ever knew life to be and turned it into a living hell. It also took the lives of my sweet dogs, and my heart will never stop hurting for that reason alone. It’s taken my body and allowed my mind to leave me feeling all alone in a thick fog… and it dares me to try to find my way home. It’s also brought me to have feelings of such regret knowing now that I’d never even realized how good life once was.

Where is GOD?

It quickly attacked my faith as well, and any hope that someone somewhere would find the answers so a cure might be found… or a way found for the body to reject it. But there still are no answers… so it remains on it’s path of destruction as it continues to invade my body and my environment. It also tries to invade my soul… but at least I have God to protect me from it ever being able to take that from me.  

 
The “sci-fi” properties Morgellons holds seem to be one of its deadliest weapons. It’s a disease one would never imagine could even exist in our world. It also has the ability to mimic, self assemble, replicate, and hide itself to where the body’s own immune system is never sent a signal to attack it. The only attack that takes place is one that only heightens the fear and loneliness you’re already feeling… an attack brought on by the mere telling of its symptoms.

Reach out for help and get slapped

To reach out for help requires an explanation … but instead of listening with any amount of compassion, you’re attacked and judged about your state of mind. Talking about Morgellons to anyone who’s not experiencing it will only give them reason to believe you’ve gone insane… which fills you with even more fear and emptiness inside. Then there are those in the medical field you once trusted would help you. Not only will they not even bother to examine or test you… they step back and immediately give you a diagnosis of delusional. Again… you feel as though you’re a frightened child trying to wake from a nightmare. But instead, the nightmare doesn’t end… you’ve been locked in a dark room and left there to find ways to survive the disease on your own. At least my family has never questioned my sanity… and I thank God for that too. They’ve supported me and fought for me all the way. But it was when I found others who are suffering this disease that gave me the strength and courage to go on.

 
It was the beautiful people at the support group I found who understood and knew what this disease does to one’s life. They gave me the validation I so desperately needed… I knew I wasn’t alone anymore. I could talk openly about what was happening to me without the fear of being judged as a mental case. No matter how bizarre the symptom, they understood every single word I said. It didn’t even matter if they were suffering terribly on any given day… they were always there for me. They became my lifeline then and they still are today.

As far as my old friends go, I lost most of them due to Morgellons

Friends who decided I’d lost my mind instead of believing I was suffering a disease. After experiencing that, I never expected I’d end up making new ones. But I did through my support group… and they’ve become some of the most beautiful friends I’ve ever known. Even though each one is fighting for their life, their hearts have remained full of love and compassion. Because of them, I was also finally able to let go of the need I had for my long time friends to believe what I’m experiencing is real. It was the support I needed and found elsewhere that finally made me realize how difficult it must be for those who haven’t been afflicted to be able to grasp onto something so bizarre… and to believe it’s real. I think most people would have to experience this disease first hand to be convinced it is indeed very real. Even though I live it day in and day out myself, it’s still hard for me to believe it is. But it is… the Morgellons nightmare is very very real.

 
I thank God every day for leading me to my support group. To friends He knew would give me the love and support I’d need to get through this ordeal. I also pray for each of us to find the strength within to go on and that a cure be found soon. I pray for the ones who couldn’t bear the pain any longer too… their lives gone forever, taken by suicide.

Every Morgie has allowed suicide to enter their mind at one point or another… including myself

The general public hasn’t been informed about what it’s effects are, other than it produces skin lesions, “fibers”, and causes biting and crawling sensations. But there’s so much more that needs to be told to understand the horrific effects of it on the body… and mind. To understand why it’s brought some of its victims to suicide…

Morgellons produces electricity… giving you more than the normal amount the human body holds. At times you feel like high voltage wires are shooting through every nerve ending in your body. To see actual sparks in your skin (or as I do, see them emit thru the tips of my fingers when I strike the keys on my keyboard) and to feel electrifying jolts of pain throughout your body, doesn’t even begin to describe Morgellons.

The fiber strands feel like a metal corkscrew with an electrical charge twisting in and out of your skin

Once they become embedded and adhere beneath the skins surface, they begin to elongate and connect… and the building of a network (much like a fungal network) begins, which eventually covers your body.

In my case, it all began in my scalp and is now systemic throughout my body. Once Morgellons infects the hair follicles, the shaft becomes dead and hollow. It then uses the hair as a transport and “holding tank” for its particles, leaving you with what’s known as “pseudo hair.” Hair you now feel crawling in and out of your scalp that also stands up on its own accord and begins to dance in the air like a cobra snake. The transparent strands living inside the hair shaft and throughout the skin are much like spider silk… yet even stronger. Not only do they live within the hair shaft, they connect and move thru your body in rivers… it feels as though hundreds of electrical wires are burning their way under the skin to your eyes, ears, nose, mouth, and all the way down to your toes. You feel it winding its way thru your body and also feel it’s piercing sting when it surfaces from beneath the skin… only to release its particles on you and into your environment again before retracting back beneath the skin.

Morgellons also emits a gel

With me it’s been cycling 3 weeks out of the month now. It begins to ooze from my hands and feet and it’s nearly impossible to remove from the skin once it does. So it transfers to everything I’ve had to touch just trying to slow it down. Then I go back to clean it off the things I’d transferred it to (which have now become a sticky glue-like mess too) which only creates the problem again. To explain it better… holding an object to clean it requires putting a small amount of pressure on your hands… and a small amount of pressure is all it takes for the gel to react and ooze from my hands once again. So it also turns simple cleaning tasks into a mere back and fourth hell that sometimes takes up an entire day. I believe this Morg gel also produces the particles and has the properties to elongate into the sticky web-like strands… much like how the gel a spider emits is used to create it’s own spider silk. It makes sense to me since the gel from my hands and feet does that very same thing. In fact looking under the scope, some of the Morgellons strands are a match with bio-engineered spider silk. Just my opinion.

I was finally able to see the one elusive fiber strand I’ve not yet been able to see only 2 weeks ago. It took (a lot of perseverance) and one very exact angle the specimen had to be held at, and for the sunlight (not regular lighting) to hit it just right for it to even come into view. Maybe that’s why it’s been so hard to find. Some of you reading this will more than likely tend to think I’m just some loony lady, but I’m not. As I said, this is all just as difficult for me to believe as it is for you, even though I live it day in and day out. The strand looked as though it was made up of the same material inside of the “etch-a-sketch” games we played with as kids. It looked magnetic, and frantically frayed, with what looked like volts of electricity pulsing thru it at a very fast rate. It shot the tiny particles out it’s entire length with enough power to create tiny sparks. It’s taken me 6 years to find it… the one strand I felt is behind the contamination factor of Morgellons. I’ve searched for it since year 3 of my 6 year fight. Course, finally seeing it with my own eyes makes me wish I’d never even begun my search.

 
Those of us with this disease have learned so much about it… but only because it was an unknown disease. So we’ve had no other choice being we were pretty much (and still are) on our own to try and find any kind of remedy we could to ease the horrific symptoms. It brings me to tears knowing all we’ve learned though. The reason being, is we can’t seem to get much response from those who could help to even listen to what we have to say. There’s no doubt in my mind that all of the research done by those of us who suffer would be a tremendous benefit to the ones who could help our situation. So we keep hoping and continue to convey all we’ve learned to make that happen.

Why it infects some and not others is still one of many questions

Although along with others, I believe the Morgellons contaminate began in the environment… and how I became infected by it. Once I became infected though, it also spread easily from me right into my own living environment as well. It also transferred to my car, and my precious dogs whose lives it eventually took. I can show you how easy it was for the contamination to spread from me into my own living space as well… especially via its gel-like substance. 

I was looking at a sample under my scope one day, when a drop of the gel Morgellons emits thru the skin had oozed from my finger, landing on the scope’s base…

 

It quickly permeated the base and adhered to it faster than I could remove it. So I felt the opportunity had been presented for me to research what it might bring. I left the scope completely alone, only to look thru it from time to time to see what the gel might produce. It began growing a network of tubes and fibers. I captured the growth by photographing it in weekly intervals. I won’t post them all here as my story is long enough as it is. But from the picture of the gel that oozed from my finger above, this was the first of what began to occur…

An even longer story short;

The growth eventually lifted from the base… although the initial drop of gel from my finger remained. Being it had permeated the base initially (and with no additional help from me) the process began to repeat itself for a second time. Within the same 2-3 month period of time, the base was completely covered in a network of fiber strands all over again. Same growth, different pattern the second time…
Once this second growth lifted, there were even more areas of gel permeated into the scope base. I finally sent the scope to a Morgellons researcher and was told it seems to be mutating once again for a third time.

In the 6 years I’ve had this disease, I’ve helplessly watched it consume my environment as well as me

It surrounds me now as though I’m wrapped in a cocoon which there doesn’t seem to be a way for me to even try to escape from anymore.

Myself and other Morgies have also removed “chips” that look much like an RFID tracking device from our bodies. The chip I removed from my arm looked like a tiny spec of glitter, not much larger than the period at the end of this sentence. It had the ability not only to change in color, but in structure as well…

 

 

It began to change in color…
 
 
 
and then began to change in structure as well…
 
 

Then something suddenly began to emerge from within the chip itself…

 
 
The chip eventually returned back to its initial state and is finally being sent to a lab for analysis and identification.
 
Morgellons also causes confusion, an inability to concentrate, and effects one’s motor functions, hearing and vision. Speaking of vision, it’s becoming more and more difficult for me to see how and if I’ll be able to endure the nightmare.

As I said, destroying my body and all I’ve ever known life to be isn’t where Morgellons stops. It’s invasion and contamination continues on in my environment. It’s in my clothes, my car, and everything in my home… down to my toothbrush and even my dishes and silverware. I continue to see it, feel it, and experience the hell it’s causing everywhere I go. It’s taken me and all that I knew and loved about life, and turned it into a lonely, confusing and painful world. My energy and strength have been so compromised that I’m left a tired, beaten down woman today.

In the last 6 years that I’ve had Morgellons, myself along with fellow sufferers have had no choice but to learn all we could through our own research. We’ve also sent letters to senators, congress, health departments, and the like, to bring it the attention it must be given. We’ve made a lot of strides… and we have indeed learned a lot. Yet we still haven’t found an answer.

 
I know the telling of life with Morgellons hasn’t been a fairy tale for you to read… and isn’t one. But in one respect, I have gained something important while living inside the nightmare. 
 
When a disease as bizarre as this turns your life into a lonely living hell, with no means of escape… you begin to learn much more than what you’re trying to learn about the disease itself to try and survive it.
 

Having this disease soon taught me how very precious life really is

I learned even more about the meaning of love and that our hearts should always be filled with that love. I learned enough to know if the day ever comes with the answer that will put this nightmare to an end, and enable me to live life again… I will live it without taking one second for granted. I’ll take the time to enjoy and embrace each and every moment I’ve been given. I will love purely in each and every one of those moments… and give what I have to those who need it more. I’ll share laughter and joy and never complain… and do all I can to bring peace to those who are suffering. 
 
I can only hope and pray now for what once was life again… to be free of this nightmare and live it once more with all that I’ve learned.
 
As one of my dear Morgie friends always says…
 
love and light to all

You Have So Much to Look Forward To

It takes just a few weeks to put this nightmare behind you so you don’t have to think about it anymore and you can go on with your life.

In just a few weeks from now you’ll be able…

  • Be confident and be yourself again.
  • Get your full energy back, more than ever.
  • Have clarity of thought and peace of mind.
  • Enjoy your favorite hobbies again.
  • Be able to go to work and produce results in life.
  • Wear a bathing suit in public without embarrassment.
  • Sleep well and be fully rested in the morning.
  • Avoid those awkward conversations explaining Morgellons.
  • Put Morgellons and all the baggage behind you for good.

This may have been a long road for you to get to this point where you’re actually learning about a Morgellons treatment that is proven to work… it’s worked for thousands of people in 48 countries from all over the world and it will work for you, I guarantee it.

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One Response to Morgellons Photos; Bizzare Beyond Belief!

  1. jo says:

    I am beyond bewilderment of my life over the last 7 weeks. I began to feel extremely nauseous around July 12, 2013, had been weak for weeks, went to my local emergency, they were in a rush to get home at 9 PM. All they did was prescribe me anti nauseous med. Yes no testing, not many questions, not much concern, basically complete reckless disregard. Who goes to an emergency room for nausea unless it’s really bad! There began a small nightmare (compared to the 1,000’s that experience this for years). I was pushed around by Dr.’s for 3 weeks. I told my Vet about these little chips under my skin, plus my swollen veins. By a miracle he had heard of Morgellons. I immediately searched the internet. This was killing me. I was starving to death because I had no interest in food. Then I found NUTRA SILVER and Russell. I have a miracle. I am still healing but I’ve had great days, The “Herx”. I was in such shock and dismay that today I finally just cried for an hour. I had no time before. I was trying to save my husband and daughter and 3 beloved Lhasa Apso’s. It was a new crisis twice a week. I left my husband for 2 days with my daughter and went to a hotel because he did not believe me. I am a take charge person so with the “miracle of Russell” my life is coming back. He had to baby step me into taking 60 to 80 drops a day. I sit in a hot tub and watch this squiggly lines float away from me, only visible by the shadow of sunlight. I fill a pinch in my skin and white stuff ooozes out. My feet pinch especially, but pinches all over my body! INSANE! I think is this a sci fi movie! No, this is real! She understood it most when I said it’s like sci fi. That’s what I’ve said to my daughter, God Bless her heart for handling this chaotic medical crisis. I am looking forward to complete healing and pray for all those that suffer find the miracle of health with this product. NOOO don’t sell it but I am going to soon. What an education this is for me. Keeping Love and Support close by is a gift, find supporters! I hope I can help people in my lifetime to better health and happiness. God Bless you all. Next summer will be cherished.
    I HAVE LOVED THE STARS TOO FONDLY TO BE FEARFUL OF THE NIGHT,
    Your friend forever

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